I fucked up bad and now it's like everyday is a lesson. No one respects me, they think i'm a drunk, and the few things that made me happy have been taken away from me. I'm not allowed to volunteer anymore. Spending the days sleeping is lame. Sleep is my enemy. My dreams are draining, the more I dream the less real sleep I get.
I've given up on guys for awhile. Unless someone amazing comes along who gives a shit? I have myself and my friends so it's not like i'm missing anything. But when I write my stories lately I find myself not being able to express what I want. There are so many things i've never experienced that I find myself writing about. Hmmm.....
My friend just graduated from the Military Police program so Yay! She asked me out. We're trying the whole long distance thing since she lives in Alabama. She's one of the few people who can make me smile. I know i'll end up hurting her which is heart breaking in its own.






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My anger and shame to think how they'd made mock of all that I loved. My Justice and her bestial swain, cavorting in their blood-stained sheets - V, V for Vendetta.
I claim Neville Longbottom in the =bishie-stalker-club
~MLI
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"We're so special, if you look in the dictionary under 'Short Bus' you'll find a picture of us." - Aphrodite; Untamed: House of night series.
"Go fuck some herpes!" - me
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~\"Just a stupid girl, living in my little fantasy world, hoping to get out of it.\"~
~God is here and taking care of you, he just let\'s MCR help too.~
~*Proud member of the Green-Deviants, the GerardWayClub, the MCRfanclub, and DesertSong!*~
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~\"Just a stupid girl, living in my little fantasy world, hoping to get out of it.\"~
~God is here and taking care of you, he just let\'s MCR help too.~
~*Proud member of the Green-Deviants, the GerardWayClub, the MCRfanclub, and DesertSong!*~
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~\"Just a stupid girl, living in my little fantasy world, hoping to get out of it.\"~
~God is here and taking care of you, he just let\'s MCR help too.~
~*Proud member of the Green-Deviants, the GerardWayClub, the MCRfanclub, and DesertSong!*~
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